Thursday, February 25, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
Ever get that feeling....
That you're all alone?
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never shared
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never shared
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
Friday, February 19, 2010
Lent and phobias
I got Bioshock for my birthday. Now, I am illogically TERRIFIED of zombies, and the enemies in Bioshock are similar enough to scare me.
http://images.fanpop.com/images/image_uploads/bioshock-splicer-bioshock-523373_425_298.jpg
Seriously - that's a face only a mother could love.
On to more practical things, two days ago was Ash Wednesday, the beginning of Lent. Now, I originally planned to give up Facebook, but the sudden lack of social contact hit me shockingly hard. I know that's a little pathetic, but my friends are far away and usually busy - hence me staying in my house so much. I changed my goals so I could go on for 30 minutes a day - 4 1/2 hours a week, a huge decline from 30+ hours.
Still feeling a little empty-ish; hopefully this angst move on quick.
http://images.fanpop.com/images/image_uploads/bioshock-splicer-bioshock-523373_425_298.jpg
Seriously - that's a face only a mother could love.
On to more practical things, two days ago was Ash Wednesday, the beginning of Lent. Now, I originally planned to give up Facebook, but the sudden lack of social contact hit me shockingly hard. I know that's a little pathetic, but my friends are far away and usually busy - hence me staying in my house so much. I changed my goals so I could go on for 30 minutes a day - 4 1/2 hours a week, a huge decline from 30+ hours.
Still feeling a little empty-ish; hopefully this angst move on quick.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Happy Birthday to me - thoughts on life, aging, loneliness, and other totally deep stuff.
So, it's my birthday. I don't like my birthday. Why?, you may ask. Well, Mr. BlogWatcher, I shall tell you. There are a number of reasons
1) The attention. Now, I can be an attention whore, but on my birthday I get all of this fake attention that actually depresses me and makes me feel very alone.
2)The gift giving. I know people mean well but I just can't get enthused about it. I think Rachel rubbed off on me.
3)The lack of best friends. Now, I have a couple people here I could call best friends, but the real best friends are a couple thousand kilometers away. I despise every meter of it.
4)Growing up. How lame. I'm going to actually have to give thought to my direction in life, because I totally haven't done that before. I think I get myself hyped for the future, and then the future disappoints.
Seriously. I really want out of here. And this irritating void in my soul needs filling. 1-800 JESUS style.
1) The attention. Now, I can be an attention whore, but on my birthday I get all of this fake attention that actually depresses me and makes me feel very alone.
2)The gift giving. I know people mean well but I just can't get enthused about it. I think Rachel rubbed off on me.
3)The lack of best friends. Now, I have a couple people here I could call best friends, but the real best friends are a couple thousand kilometers away. I despise every meter of it.
4)Growing up. How lame. I'm going to actually have to give thought to my direction in life, because I totally haven't done that before. I think I get myself hyped for the future, and then the future disappoints.
Seriously. I really want out of here. And this irritating void in my soul needs filling. 1-800 JESUS style.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
[/insert murdered red ribbon here]
Alright, so I have a blog. Thank you, Karly. This will be an interesting outlet for my intense boredom/misplaced existentialism. What to say first?
I suppose I'll start by saying I successfully auditioned for the role of a socially awkward asthmatic nerd. The only thing bad about this is that I'll have to be careful about hyperventilating (which I did in the audition). Fun stuff.
Also, I despise Falsetto, and every note above the bass clef. Looooathe.
My English class was interesting - the topic of the day was beauty, and what we found attractive. Now, anything I don't find unattractive is attractive to me, but that's not the case for many. Several girls said "eyes", which is kind of awesome for me because I have the bluest eyes in existence. But, really, it'd never work out. I can just tell. I will continue to rock the single life, because I am awesome.
That's that, for now. I really need to do some devos. I'll get to that later though.
I suppose I'll start by saying I successfully auditioned for the role of a socially awkward asthmatic nerd. The only thing bad about this is that I'll have to be careful about hyperventilating (which I did in the audition). Fun stuff.
Also, I despise Falsetto, and every note above the bass clef. Looooathe.
My English class was interesting - the topic of the day was beauty, and what we found attractive. Now, anything I don't find unattractive is attractive to me, but that's not the case for many. Several girls said "eyes", which is kind of awesome for me because I have the bluest eyes in existence. But, really, it'd never work out. I can just tell. I will continue to rock the single life, because I am awesome.
That's that, for now. I really need to do some devos. I'll get to that later though.
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